My brain is trying to protect me.
That’s what my research tells me.
I want desperately to remember.
I continue to look for the key.
I don’t know what I would do if I quit looking.
Perish?
Fall into a depressive state even worse than the one I am in now?
I try so hard to remember.
I try so hard to acknowledge.
I don’t want to repeat what was learned.
I fight it everyday.
Yet, still……
My memory fails me.