I misinterpret.I overreact.I feel guilty.I feel ashamed.I feel so lost because I feel like I’ve lost my family.I don’t know if I can continue with no contact.I don’t think I can have contact with my narc mom because I come undone with even a text message from her.I’m so confused.I’m so sad.I’m so angry.I feel […]
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I’m up and I’m down. I’m so confused. I still wish there was something I could do to make this all go away. I think I could go to my mom and beg for her forgiveness. This would be followed by her saying I better get on some meds and go talk to a counsellor.
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I’m up and I’m down. I’m so confused. I still wish there was something I could do to make this all go away. I think I could go to my mom and beg for her forgiveness. This would be followed by her saying I better get on some meds and go talk to a counsellor.
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I have been feeling very afraid and very guilty lately. It’s almost like I’m picking up on the vibes of the smear campaign that is most certainly going on against me, and maybe also against my husband. Am I just being paranoid? I hope so, but I am dealing with narcissists, so it is most
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I finally contacted my sister who was/is the family scapegoat. I was afraid to at first. I held back from doing it for a long time. I was worried about hurting her in some way, and also worried that I would end up getting hurt as well. I sent her a couple of links to webpages
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I’m so lost and confused. I keep going back and forth between believing that my mom and golden child sister are narcissists, and maybe I’m just being too sensitive, or I’m acting like a spoiled baby. I’m used to being the one to apologize to make things better between mom and I after a disagreement.
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I’m not sure what to do. It is one of my children’s birthday today, and I thought my narcissist mother and narcissist golden child sister would be leaving town this morning. My mother texted my husband yesterday and asked if our child could go over to her house for lunch today. He didn’t mention it
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I think I was wrong about being a former golden child. I don’t think I ever was. I was/am the lost child. I was/am shy and introverted. I worshiped my narcissistic mother and narcissistic golden child sister so they would love me. When I began to speak up and call them on their bullshit, they
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I tried to go no contact with my narc mom and narc golden child sister. I thought it would be good for me to stay away for a while. Then, I decided I’m too sentimental to do that to my family. Maybe I’m wrong about them. I love them so much and the 3 of
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I just spent a couple of days with my father in law and his girlfriend of a few years, along with my husband and our young son. She manipulated and controlled everything. I feel emotionally drained and beaten down. It was such a horrible time. I ended up with a migraine the first night after
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