Poking Holes

Watch "My Inner Critic is a Bitch! CPTSD & the Wonderful Gift My Narc Mom gave me" on YouTube

Did you know that a vicious inner critic is a distinguishing characteristic/trait of cptsd? This is my story. I encourage you to tell your story. Share what happened to you, and let’s spread awareness about NPD and CPTSD and let’s help to end the stigma surrounding mental illness.  Resources: Pete Walker’s book, “Complex PTSD: From […]

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Watch "My CPTSD Recovery Journey 2 – A Look Back In Time" on YouTube

A bit of my history with mental illness and the different medications/antidepressants and therapies that I have tried.  Please remember that I am speaking about MY mental health journey and what I have realized about MYSELF and the medications I have tried.  Disclaimer: I am not a mental health professional nor am I an academic

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Watch "CPTSD Recovery – Why Am I Med-Free? Why Do I Share My Low Moments?" on YouTube

Why am I med-free? Why do I share my lowest moments? It is important to not compare our journey with other survivors. We are all on our own unique journey. Some of us were scapegoats, some of us were golden children, some of us were lost children, some of us played all of these roles

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Watch "How Did I get CPTSD? Intro to the Origins of CPTSD." on YouTube

In this video I discuss how I believe my CPTSD developed as the daughter of a narcissistic mother. This is my story.   Resources: Pete Walker’s book, “Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving”.  Pete Walker’s website pete-walker.com. Disclaimer:  I am not a mental health professional nor am I an academic expert on npd or cptsd.

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Watch "How Did I get CPTSD? Intro to the Origins of CPTSD." on YouTube

In this video I discuss how I believe my CPTSD developed as the daughter of a narcissistic mother. This is my story.  Resources: Pete Walker’s book, “Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving”.  Pete Walker’s website pete-walker.com.Disclaimer:  I am not a mental health professional nor am I an academic expert on npd or cptsd. I am

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Watch "Self Care for CPTSD Recovery – Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder" on YouTube

In this video I talk about four things that I am going to do to improve my mental health and help me to recover from C-PTSD. Let’s see if my symptoms improve.  Disclaimer: I am not a mental health professional,  nor am I an academic expert on npd or cptsd. I am here to share my

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Watch "Self Care for CPTSD Recovery – Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder" on YouTube

In this video I talk about four things that I am going to do to improve my mental health and help me to recover from C-PTSD. Let’s see if my symptoms improve.  Disclaimer: I am not a mental health professional,  nor am I an academic expert on npd or cptsd. I am here to share my

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My Scapegoat Sister – "It isn't just the golden children that become narcissists"

Growing up, we were close, both in age, and emotionally. We have always been mistaken as twins, and still to this day somebody will call one of us by the other’s name. I noticed things changing when she became a teenager and was drinking a lot and getting into trouble. Contrary to what you hear about

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