c-ptsd - Healing from CPTSD - Page 2

Creating Conflict because of my CPTSD

Oct 29, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryacon, anger, awakening, c-ptsd, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex ptsd, conflict, cptsd, critical, daughter of a narcissistic mother, donm, healing journey, outer critic, ptsd, recovery

I was reading an article about PTSD. It was called “21 Things People Don’t Realize You’re Doing Because of Your PTSD”. (Link below) I was reading through the list, which consisted of survivors sharing things they do because of their PTSD. I was identifying with most of them. Then, I got to #17 and I […]

Watch "Growing up with my Narcissistic Mother #5 Potential Trigger Sexual Molestation #MeToo" on YouTube

Oct 28, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryc-ptsd, child sexual abuse, complex ptsd, cptsd, daughter of a narcissistic mother, donm, sexual molestation

https://youtu.be/95DDAE2Lk5E

My Memory Fails Me

Oct 28, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryacon, amnesia, c-ptsd, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex ptsd, cptsd, daughter of a narcissistic mother, memory, narcissistic mother, traumatic amnesia

My brain is trying to protect me. That’s what my research tells me. I want desperately to remember. I continue to look for the key. I don’t know what I would do if I quit looking. Perish? Fall into a depressive state even worse than the one I am in now? I try so hard […]

Watch "My Narcissistic Mother 1" on YouTube

Sep 24, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryacon, c-ptsd, child abuse, childhood trauma, Children of Narcissistic parents, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex trauma, cptsd, daughter of a narc mom, daughter of narcissistic mother, dysfunctional family, Narcissistic Abuse, npd

https://youtu.be/FpJl-nFlFDg

We Remember

Sep 24, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryc-ptsd, child abuse, child sexual abuse, childhood trauma, Children of Narcissistic parents, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex ptsd, complex trauma, covert narcissist, cptsd, incest, repressed memories

It’s the oddest thing. KNOWING something happened, yet not having a complete visual memory. It’s coming back to me. Bit by bit. I have a partial memory. It’s the beginning of something happening. The part just before my brain says something is not right, and survival mode takes over. I’m going to make sure people […]

Watch "Childhood Responses to Trauma & Common Coping Strategies" on YouTube

Aug 25, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryacon, adultchildofnpdmother, c-ptsd, causes of CPTSD, child abuse, childhood trauma, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex ptsd, complex trauma, cptsd

Blog Under Construction…lol not really

Nov 28, 2016Poking HolesCPTSD Recovery, No Contactc-ptsd, child abuse, childhood trauma, complex ptsd, complex trauma, cptsd, daughter of a narcissistic mother, donm, flying monkeys, narc mom, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, no contact, npd, toxic people

Remember the good old days when your website was “under construction” while you were editing it. Now, you can edit away while your readers continue reading like nothing was happening. I wanted to inform you all that I just finished importing blog posts from my original blog to this one. It is a blog I started when I […]

What is CPTSD & Can I Recover From it?

Nov 27, 2016Poking Holeschildren of narcissistic mothers, Children of Narcissistic parents, CPTSD Recovery, mindfulness, Narcissistic Abuse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, Videoc-ptsd, child abuse, childhood trauma, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex ptsd, cptsd, daughters of narcissistic mothers, healing, mental health, my story, Narcissism, narcissistic abuse recovery, narcissistic abuse victim syndrome, recovery, Symptoms of CPTSD, youtube

This is episode 2 in the series: “CPTSD Recovery” by Poking Holes on Youtube.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5onCtcEU_pEJXVq3huH_Pw