Do You Ever Feel This Way?
Do You Ever Feel This Way? I’ve been no contact with my mother and family for 4 years now. I saw my mother at the grocery store and filmed this video from my car after I fled scene.
Daily Journaling and Healing From Trauma
I have decided that I need to blog more and I need to journal daily, so that made me conclude that I would journal daily on my blog. I know that writing about our traumas helps us to process and heal, so that is what my blog is going to help me with. I will […]
Watch “Mother’s Day Letter to Narcissistic Mother” on YouTube
3 years ago, I uploaded this video to my YouTube channel.
Can a Narcissist Do Better?
Trying to come to terms with this whole no contact thing. Am I in this for life, or am I waiting until I feel stronger? Was my mom doing the best that she could? You know the whole “when you know better you do better”? Was she doing the best she knew how? Was she […]
New Podcast
Listen to the newest episode of my podcast, Poking Holes – CPTSD Warrior: Welcome to the Poking Holes – CPTSD Warrior Podcast https://anchor.fm/poking-holes-cptsd-warrior/episodes/ep-e1ggm8
CPTSD Recovery: Creating My Authentic Life on The Sims 4
I had this idea to create “My Authentic Life” on The Sims 4 where I would make a life based on choosing things I wouldn’t normally allow myself to choose. I’ve played the 2 player Sims games back when they still did that. I wish they still did that. Why don’t they still do that? Now, […]
10 Signs You Might Be Dealing With a Narcissist
You feel stressed out after spending time with them, and you’re not sure why. 2. You have conflicting feelings for them. For example, they drive you crazy, but you love them so much. 3. You tell them something you consider good news for you, and they don’t seem pleased for you. 4. You show them […]