What is CPTSD & Can I Recover From it?
This is episode 2 in the series: “CPTSD Recovery” by Poking Holes on Youtube.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5onCtcEU_pEJXVq3huH_Pw
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Narcissistic Abuse
CPTSD: Today Was Not A Good Day
I am a mess. I keep trying to look for something that is going to help me to feel “normal” again. I am in a fog. I am 2 steps forward, 2 steps back. I have been emotionally injured. I have an emotional injury. My inner critic is very mean. My inner critic makes me
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Watch "Mother's Day Open Letter to my Narcissistic Mother" on YouTube
This is an open letter to my narcissistic mother for Mother’s Day. I have found all of the Mother’s Day advertising this past week to be really triggering. Writing this and making this video was very cathartic for me. I have been no contact with most of my family of origin for 7 months now.
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Watch "Mother's Day Open Letter to my Narcissistic Mother" on YouTube
https://youtu.be/7m7790il2GkThis is an open letter to my narcissistic mother for Mother’s Day. I have found all of the Mother’s Day advertising this past week to be really triggering. Writing this and making this video was very cathartic for me. I have been no contact with most of my family of origin for 7 months now.
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I'm the Daughter of a Narcissistic Mother
I recently started a YouTube channel. I am going to post the video transcripts and a link to the videos on this blog. The following is the first video I uploaded to YouTube. Video Transcript: Welcome to my Channel: I’m the Daughter of a Narcissistic Mother Hi Everybody, Welcome to my channel. I’m a wife
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I'm the Daughter of a Narcissistic Mother
I recently started a YouTube channel. I am going to post the video transcripts and a link to the videos on this blog. The following is the first video I uploaded to YouTube. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6T8XeRzTfk Video Transcript: Welcome to my Channel: I’m the Daughter of a Narcissistic Mother Hi Everybody, Welcome to my channel. I’m a
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Why do I feel so crazy???!!!
I misinterpret. I overreact. I feel guilty. I feel ashamed. I feel so lost because I feel like I’ve lost my family. I don’t know if I can continue with no contact. I don’t think I can have contact with my narc mom because I come undone with even a text message from her. I’m
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Why do I feel so crazy???!!!
I misinterpret.I overreact.I feel guilty.I feel ashamed.I feel so lost because I feel like I’ve lost my family.I don’t know if I can continue with no contact.I don’t think I can have contact with my narc mom because I come undone with even a text message from her.I’m so confused.I’m so sad.I’m so angry.I feel
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Narcissism: Ups and Downs
I’m up and I’m down. I’m so confused. I still wish there was something I could do to make this all go away. I think I could go to my mom and beg for her forgiveness. This would be followed by her saying I better get on some meds and go talk to a counsellor.
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Narcissism: Ups and Downs
I’m up and I’m down. I’m so confused. I still wish there was something I could do to make this all go away. I think I could go to my mom and beg for her forgiveness. This would be followed by her saying I better get on some meds and go talk to a counsellor.
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