narcissistic mother - Healing from CPTSD

My BDay ~ Changed My Phone Number to Avoid the Hoovering

Aug 20, 2021adminCPTSD Recovery, Videocptsd, CPTSD Recovery, hoovering, narcissistic families, narcissistic mother, no contact

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Narcissists Discard You for People Who Can’t See Them For Who They Really Are

Aug 5, 2021admindiscard, narcissistic family, narcissistic mothercovert narcissist, cptsd, devaluation, discard, golden child sister, grief, malignant narcissist, narcissistic mother

This can happen in romantic relationships involving a narcissist, but it can also happen in family relationships with narcissistic family members. One day you can be one of the favored children, the next you are being scapegoated and demoted to an unlovable child. I know, because it happened to me in my narcissistic family. I […]

Do You Ever Feel This Way?

Oct 5, 2019admin1 CommentNo Contactboundaries, cptsd, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic mother, no contact

Do You Ever Feel This Way? I’ve been no contact with my mother and family for 4 years now. I saw my mother at the grocery store and filmed this video from my car after I fled scene.

Watch “Black & White Thinking with CPTSD” on YouTube

Aug 21, 2019adminCPTSD Recoveryacon, aconm, black and white thinking, childhood PTSD, childhood trauma, complex ptsd, complex trauma, cptsd, developmental trauma, donm, narcissistic mother

https://youtu.be/Bs31HWQiODA

Watch “It’s Okay to Not Be Okay” on YouTube

Apr 1, 2019adminCPTSD Recoveryacceptance, acon, awareness, childhood PTSD, complex ptsd, complex trauma, cptsd, developmental trauma, donm, narcissistic mother

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My Inner Child Wants to Play

Sep 25, 2018admin1 CommentCPTSD RecoveryCPTSD Recovery, creativity, crochet, donm, fiber art, inner child, meditation, mindfulness, narcissistic mother, needle felting

I’ve been creating again. I feel inspired and ready to play and make new things. I became inspired to become creative after being away from my narcissistic family for a few years. When I lived here before I moved away I used to always say that I am not crafty at all, and that I […]

My Therapy Story

Apr 10, 2018adminCPTSD Recoveryacon, anxiety, complex post traumatic stress disorder, cptsd, cptsd symptoms, depression, donm, narcissistic mother, npd, ptsd, therapy

My Memory Fails Me

Oct 28, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryacon, amnesia, c-ptsd, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex ptsd, cptsd, daughter of a narcissistic mother, memory, narcissistic mother, traumatic amnesia

My brain is trying to protect me. That’s what my research tells me. I want desperately to remember. I continue to look for the key. I don’t know what I would do if I quit looking. Perish? Fall into a depressive state even worse than the one I am in now? I try so hard […]

My Scapegoat Sister – "It isn't just the golden children that become narcissists"

Apr 5, 2017Poking Holesc-ptsd, children of narcissistic mothers, Children of Narcissistic parents, complex post traumatic stress disorder, cptsd, CPTSD Recovery, daughters of narcissistic mothers, denial, dysfunctional families, family dysfunction, golden child, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic families, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, No Contact, The Lost Child, The Scapegoat Childborderline personality disorder, bpd, golden child sister, lost child, my story, narc mom, narcissistic mom, narcissistic moms, narcissistic mother, narcissistic mothers, narcissistic parent, scapegoat sister, the truth

Growing up, we were close, both in age, and emotionally. We have always been mistaken as twins, and still to this day somebody will call one of us by the other’s name. I noticed things changing when she became a teenager and was drinking a lot and getting into trouble. Contrary to what you hear about […]