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My BDay ~ Changed My Phone Number to Avoid the Hoovering

Aug 20, 2021adminCPTSD Recovery, Videocptsd, CPTSD Recovery, hoovering, narcissistic families, narcissistic mother, no contact

https://youtu.be/27afJfirr7Y

Watch “5th No Contact Christmas With My Family of Origin” on YouTube

Dec 27, 2020adminNo Contactcomplex ptsd, cptsd, Narcissistic Abuse, no contact, no contact Christmas

https://youtu.be/ArIGIIddh7E

Do You Ever Feel This Way?

Oct 5, 2019admin1 CommentNo Contactboundaries, cptsd, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic mother, no contact

Do You Ever Feel This Way? I’ve been no contact with my mother and family for 4 years now. I saw my mother at the grocery store and filmed this video from my car after I fled scene.

Watch “Yoga With Adriene & My Cat Vlogmas Day 3” on YouTube

Dec 7, 2018adminCPTSD Recoverycptsd, CPTSD Recovery, depression, no contact, vlogmas, yoga

https://youtu.be/zSEeZYTyIjA

Can a Narcissist Do Better?

Nov 8, 2018admin1 Commentnarcissistic motheracceptance, acon, adult child of a narcissistic mother, cognitive dissonance, cptsd, daughter of narcissistic mother, donm, Narcissistic Abuse, no contact, npd mom

Trying to come to terms with this whole no contact thing. Am I in this for life, or am I waiting until I feel stronger? Was my mom doing the best that she could? You know the whole “when you know better you do better”? Was she doing the best she knew how? Was she […]

Watch "2nd No Contact Birthday" on YouTube

Aug 21, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryadultchildofnpdmother, cptsd, daughter of a narcissistic mother, no contact

https://youtu.be/rEbggeDbVcI

When the Narcissistic Mother Hoovers

Apr 5, 2017Poking Holesc-ptsd, children of narcissistic mothers, Children of Narcissistic parents, complex post traumatic stress disorder, cptsd, CPTSD Recovery, daughters of narcissistic mothers, dysfunctional families, family dysfunction, golden child, healing, mindfulness, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic abuse recovery, narcissistic families, Narcissistic Grandmother, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, No Contact, Videoanxiety, depression, emotional flashbacks, hoovering, mental health, my story, narcissistic mother, narcissistic mothers, no contact, story time, youtube

I got a text from my narcissistic mother on Sunday. I haven’t received any communication from her for over a year because I had her blocked from my phone. Somehow, she got through anyway. I am feeling very triggered by this. I keep catching myself getting pulled into an emotional flashback several times a day. […]

Mar 15, 2017Poking Holeschildren of narcissistic mothers, Children of Narcissistic parents, complex post traumatic stress disorder, cptsd, CPTSD Recovery, depression, dysfunctional families, golden child, Grief, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic abuse recovery, narcissistic families, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, No Contact, The Lost Childantidepressant withdrawal, daughters of narcissistic mothers, discard, narcissistic mothers, no contact, ssri, zoloft

My journal entries following the discovery that my mother was a narcissist. This is after the discard when I am moving out of my narcissistic mother’s home, going through withdrawal from a/d’s, and eventually going no contact. June 27th/15 – Sept 17/15. https://youtu.be/1wostTBwtmU

Blog Under Construction…lol not really

Nov 28, 2016Poking HolesCPTSD Recovery, No Contactc-ptsd, child abuse, childhood trauma, complex ptsd, complex trauma, cptsd, daughter of a narcissistic mother, donm, flying monkeys, narc mom, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, no contact, npd, toxic people

Remember the good old days when your website was “under construction” while you were editing it. Now, you can edit away while your readers continue reading like nothing was happening. I wanted to inform you all that I just finished importing blog posts from my original blog to this one. It is a blog I started when I […]

CPTSD Recovery & Emotional Flashbacks

Oct 27, 2016Poking HolesCPTSD Recovery, crochet therapy, Videoasmr, childhood trauma, complex ptsd, cptsd, craft therapy, crochet, daughters of narcissistic mothers, emotional flashbacks, healing, mindfulness, my story, Narcissistic Abuse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, no contact, poking holes, recovery, Symptoms of CPTSD, youtube

It’s been one year of no contact between myself and the narcissistic mother. I have only had contact in the past year with one sister, but sadly that also ended last month. I have basically been mourning for a family that lives in the same small town that I do. Weird, but also necessary. I […]

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