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CPTSD Recovery: Creating My Authentic Life on The Sims 4

Nov 23, 2017Poking Holes3 CommentsCPTSD Recovery, daughters of narcissistic mothersacon, adult child of a narcissistic mother, adultchildofnpdmother, anxiety, authentic self, c-ptsd, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex ptsd, complex trauma, donm, gamer, gaming, gaming for cptsd recovery, healing, live broadcast, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, npd, npd mom, playstation 4, ps4, recovery, social anxiety, socializing, sony, the sims 4, Video, youtube, youtube gaming, youtuber

I had this idea to create “My Authentic Life” on The Sims 4 where I would make a life based on choosing things I wouldn’t normally allow myself to choose. I’ve played the 2 player Sims games back when they still did that. I wish they still did that. Why don’t they still do that? Now, […]

10 Signs You Might Be Dealing With a Narcissist

Nov 22, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recovery, Narcissistic Personality Disorderanxiety, confusion, deceit, lies, Narcissism, narcissist, Narcissistic Abuse, npd, youtube

You feel stressed out after spending time with them, and you’re not sure why. 2. You have conflicting feelings for them. For example, they drive you crazy, but you love them so much. 3. You tell them something you consider good news for you, and they don’t seem pleased for you. 4. You show them […]

Watch "My Narcissistic Mother 1" on YouTube

Sep 24, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryacon, c-ptsd, child abuse, childhood trauma, Children of Narcissistic parents, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex trauma, cptsd, daughter of a narc mom, daughter of narcissistic mother, dysfunctional family, Narcissistic Abuse, npd

https://youtu.be/FpJl-nFlFDg

Watch "Cleaning House" on YouTube

Aug 18, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD RecoveryNarcissistic Abuse, narcissistic abuse recovery, narcissistic families, npd, triggers

https://youtu.be/duPpnA_Amxw

Watch "It is the Not Knowing…" on YouTube

Aug 18, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recovery, Narcissistic Abuse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, Videoanxiety, cptsd, npd

https://youtu.be/avDJahgzWS0

Narcissistic Abuse: Sometimes, it is the Not Knowing

Aug 16, 2017Poking Holeschild abuse, children of narcissistic mothers, Children of Narcissistic parents, complex post traumatic stress disorder, cptsd, CPTSD Recovery, daughters of narcissistic mothers, denial, depression, dissociation, dysfunctional families, family dysfunction, healing, mindfulness, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic abuse recovery, narcissistic families, Narcissistic Personality Disordercovert narcissist, npd

When it comes to narcissistic abuse, especially that of the covert variety, it can be hard for us to put a finger on what is happening to us. Your awareness is limited to the knowledge that there is an internal struggle within. The struggle is for your awareness. The innate response is to block it […]

Watch "A Weekend with my Narcissistic In-Laws" on YouTube

Aug 2, 2017Poking Holeschildren of narcissistic mothers, Children of Narcissistic parents, cptsd, CPTSD Recovery, daughters of narcissistic mothers, denial, dysfunctional families, family dysfunction, golden child, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic abuse recovery, narcissistic families, Narcissistic Grandmother, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, No Contact, The Scapegoat Child, Videobody image, body shaming, daughter of narcissistic mother, dissociation, dysfunctional family, emotional abuse, excess weight, facebook, fat, humiliation, narc dad, narcissistic father, narcissistic parent, narcmom, npd

https://youtu.be/vsm61jpIyk0 I just got back from a weekend with my narcissistic in-laws. My narcissistic father in-law married his narcissistic girlfriend. Once again, I am still realizing the shots they threw in their sick covert manner. I so wish I had recorded the toasts. All of her families’ toasts, including her own, were about what she/they […]

Blog Under Construction…lol not really

Nov 28, 2016Poking HolesCPTSD Recovery, No Contactc-ptsd, child abuse, childhood trauma, complex ptsd, complex trauma, cptsd, daughter of a narcissistic mother, donm, flying monkeys, narc mom, Narcissism, Narcissistic Abuse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, no contact, npd, toxic people

Remember the good old days when your website was “under construction” while you were editing it. Now, you can edit away while your readers continue reading like nothing was happening. I wanted to inform you all that I just finished importing blog posts from my original blog to this one. It is a blog I started when I […]

Narcissistic Abuse: My Golden Child Sister

Nov 24, 2016Poking Holesgolden child, narcissistic abuse recovery, No Contactcomplex post traumatic stress disorder, complex ptsd, cptsd, daughters of narcissistic mothers, discard, hoovering, lost child, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, npd, scapegoat, sisters

I always looked up to her. I always sought her opinion on important matters. I always looked forward to sharing things with her, and having long talks with her about whatever. I always had her best interests at heart. That was until, I realized the truth. When my golden child sister and narcissistic mother discarded […]

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