I’ve started a daily vlog on my YouTube channel. I’m committing to vlogging for 30 days. My vlog is a day in the life of a person with cptsd. ? I’m hoping it will help raise awareness about cptsd & narcissistic abuse, and help others out there with cptsd in some way. ? This is […]
Trying to come to terms with this whole no contact thing. Am I in this for life, or am I waiting until I feel stronger? Was my mom doing the best that she could? You know the whole “when you know better you do better”? Was she doing the best she knew how? Was she
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That Gut Feeling. You know that gut feeling you get when you’re about to do something, or say something, and it feels like you should step back? That gut feeling is meant to protect us, it’s our instinct trying to keep us safe. Why do I sometimes still ignore it? I mean, intellectually I get
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I’ve been creating again. I feel inspired and ready to play and make new things. I became inspired to become creative after being away from my narcissistic family for a few years. When I lived here before I moved away I used to always say that I am not crafty at all, and that I
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Hi all, First of all, thank you for the follow. It is much appreciated. If you have followed me for a while, and if you haven’t already, please make sure you change your bookmark from pokingholesblog.com to cptsdwarrior.com. I have said this before, but it seems when I write I am feeling especially distraught. Having
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