My psychiatrist phoned me on Friday late in the day wanting an in person appointment on the following Monday. We have only had phone appointments, which quite frankly I wish they would keep for us cptsd warriors who don’t feel safe yet. Who’s with me on this?? We should always have the option. Not only […]
This can happen in romantic relationships involving a narcissist, but it can also happen in family relationships with narcissistic family members. One day you can be one of the favored children, the next you are being scapegoated and demoted to an unlovable child. I know, because it happened to me in my narcissistic family. I […]
3 years ago, I uploaded this video to my YouTube channel.
Trying to come to terms with this whole no contact thing. Am I in this for life, or am I waiting until I feel stronger? Was my mom doing the best that she could? You know the whole “when you know better you do better”? Was she doing the best she knew how? Was she […]
They’re hoovering again…. If they really loved me they would leave me alone. They think they can make things go back to the way they were before. They can’t. Things can never go back to the way they were before. I know too much. The veil has been lifted and it cannot be replaced. It […]