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When I Discovered My Mother is a Narcissist

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I Think I Was My Dad's Golden Child

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Who is Poking Holes?

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Privacy Compromised by Instagram & Facebook

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Blog Under Construction…lol not really

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Remember the good old days when your website was “under construction” while you were editing it. Now, you can edit away while your readers continue reading like nothing was happening. I wanted to inform you all that I just finished importing blog posts from my original blog to this one. It is a blog I started when I

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What is CPTSD & Can I Recover From it?

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This is episode 2 in the series: “CPTSD Recovery” by Poking Holes on Youtube.
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CPTSD Recovery & Emotional Flashbacks

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It’s been one year of no contact between myself and the narcissistic mother. I have only had contact in the past year with one sister, but sadly that also ended last month. I have basically been mourning for a family that lives in the same small town that I do. Weird, but also necessary. I

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Watch "Mother's Day Open Letter to my Narcissistic Mother" on YouTube

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This is an open letter to my narcissistic mother for Mother’s Day. I have found all of the Mother’s Day advertising this past week to be really triggering. Writing this and making this video was very cathartic for me. I have been no contact with most of my family of origin for 7 months now.

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Watch "Mother's Day Open Letter to my Narcissistic Mother" on YouTube

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https://youtu.be/7m7790il2GkThis is an open letter to my narcissistic mother for Mother’s Day. I have found all of the Mother’s Day advertising this past week to be really triggering. Writing this and making this video was very cathartic for me. I have been no contact with most of my family of origin for 7 months now.

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I'm the Daughter of a Narcissistic Mother

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I recently started a YouTube channel. I am going to post the video transcripts and a link to the videos on this blog. The following is the first video I uploaded to YouTube. Video Transcript: Welcome to my Channel: I’m the Daughter of a Narcissistic Mother Hi Everybody, Welcome to my channel. I’m a wife

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