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Watch “Golden Child Dynamic at Work” on YouTube

Jul 31, 2020adminCPTSD Recoverygolden child, toxic work environment

https://youtu.be/WPQlFviKf_U

Daily Journaling and Healing From Trauma

Jul 17, 2019adminCPTSD RecoveryCPTSD Recovery, golden child, golden child sister, hoovering, Narcissistic Abuse

I have decided that I need to blog more and I need to journal daily, so that made me conclude that I would journal daily on my blog. I know that writing about our traumas helps us to process and heal, so that is what my blog is going to help me with. I will […]

Watch “Golden Child Sister is Hoovering My Son on His Vacation” on YouTube

Jul 17, 2019adminNarcissistic Abuseacon, adult child of a narcissistic mother, adultchildofnpdmother, cptsd, donm, golden child, golden child sister, hoovering, triggered

https://youtu.be/6QhiATmpnVQ

Antidepressants for CPTSD – Controversial Subject?

Feb 22, 2017Poking HolesCPTSD Recoveryantidepressants, anxiety, complex post traumatic stress disorder, complex ptsd, complex trauma, cptsd, cptst symptoms, daughter of narcissistic mother, depression, donm, emotional flashbacks, golden child, mental health, Narcissistic Abuse, narcissistic mothers, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, social anxiety, ssris, therapy, trigger, Video, vlog, youtube

I recently posted a video on my youtube channel that was a catch up video, and in that video I talked about the latest hoovering attempt by my golden child sister, self care, and future video content ideas. Link to the video is located at the end of blog post. I also talk about antidepressants […]

Narcissism: Denial???

Oct 8, 2015Poking Holes1 Commentcptsd, Narcissistic Abusedaughters of narcissistic mothers, denial, depression, golden child, grief, grieving, hoarder, narcissistic moms, postpartum depression, scape goat

I’m so lost and confused. I keep going back and forth between believing that my mom and golden child sister are narcissists, and maybe I’m just being too sensitive, or I’m acting like a spoiled baby. I’m used to being the one to apologize to make things better between mom and I after a disagreement. […]

Narcissism: I'm the Lost Child of my family

Sep 19, 2015Poking Holescptsd, The Lost Childdaughter of narcissistic mother, daughters of narcissistic mothers, dysfunctional family, golden child, lost child, scapegoat

I think I was wrong about being a former golden child. I don’t think I ever was. I was/am the lost child. I was/am shy and introverted. I worshiped my narcissistic mother and narcissistic golden child sister so they would love me. When I began to speak up and call them on their bullshit, they […]

Narcissism: Afraid and Confused

Jul 19, 2015Poking Holescptsdchildhool trauma, daughter of a narc mom, daughter of narcissistic mother, daughters of narcissistic mothers, depression, donm, golden child, narcissistic mother, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, narcmom, npd, self discovery

I’m feeling confused. I feel this way when I try to sink back into the ignorance I’ve lived my life in before the discovery. The discovery that I am the daughter of a narcissistic mother. It’s a pretty big thing to wrap your head around. I’m afraid sometimes to continue because I’m afraid of what […]

Narcissism: The big discovery

Jul 18, 2015Poking Holescptsd, depression, perimenopause, ssri withdrawalanxiety, childhool trauma, daughter of a narc mom, daughter of narcissistic mother, daughters of narcissistic mothers, donm, golden child, goldenchild, narcissistic mother, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, narcmom, npd, scape goat, self discovery, zoloft

I’ve been trying to remember what prompted me to look into my mother’s behaviour while I was growing up. I guess I’m looking for a way to mark the beginning of the big discovery. Here is a little background on the past few months. I’d been diagnosed with depression and anxiety (again) last March (2014). […]

Narcissism: I was once a golden child…

Jul 16, 2015Poking Holescptsddaughter of a narc mom, daughter of narcissistic mother, daughters of narcissistic mothers, donm, golden child, goldenchild, narcissistic mother, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, narcmom, npd, scape goat, self discovery

I’m not really sure where to start. I am at the mere beginning of this long journey of discovery. I am the daughter of a narcissistic mother. From what I’ve read, my mother is a textbook case of narcissistic personality disorder. I come from a family of 6 children. I am the youngest of 5 […]

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