Father’s Day
I had a rough week. Emotional pain and fighting dissociation. It was physically painful. I realized yesterday what might be at the root.
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Sometimes, We Don’t Remember
Sometimes, we don’t remember. Can’t remember. Won’t remember. Sometimes, I think I remember, but at the same time it’s not like a real memory. I wrote things in my journal I don’t remember. Can’t remember. Won’t remember. I wrote these things, but I don’t feel anything. I don’t feel like they are true memories. Yet,
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InsightsCan a Narcissist Do Better?
Trying to come to terms with this whole no contact thing. Am I in this for life, or am I waiting until I feel stronger? Was my mom doing the best that she could? You know the whole “when you know better you do better”? Was she doing the best she knew how? Was she
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InsightsWatch “My Mother Stole My Voice” on YouTube
https://youtu.be/Jf7e_Ymwxxs
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InsightsMy Inner Child Wants to Play
I’ve been creating again. I feel inspired and ready to play and make new things. I became inspired to become creative after being away from my narcissistic family for a few years. When I lived here before I moved away I used to always say that I am not crafty at all, and that I
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InsightsSomething is Brewing/Neglecting My Blog
Hi all, First of all, thank you for the follow. It is much appreciated. If you have followed me for a while, and if you haven’t already, please make sure you change your bookmark from pokingholesblog.com to cptsdwarrior.com. I have said this before, but it seems when I write I am feeling especially distraught. Having
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